every seconds of thought

You see, there's some of my nature that no one even figure out. I do weird things eg; talking and burst my feelings on my teddy bears. These days, I find out that when you jeer people on their interest, it could've hurt a little inside.

One of my interest? I listen to hangul songs more that the other. And for sure there must be a reason. I was thinking, its not wrong anyway for me to like something which is far away from me. People around me used to make this 'wtf' face when I started to speak about those culture. About my hubby la yoseob hahaha.

When I started to share these things, they usually didn't even like it. Simple word, they hate it. Sometimes they make fun of his name. Saying Yusuf Taiyoob, Yusuf that, Yusop this. Some also mocking his face which i personally think isn't it rude for you to criticize on others appearence. Semua orang bukan perfect pun. 

As for me, I never jeer on you guys interest aite? There used to be this fever and that fever, all of you used to fangirling about it jugak. And as long as I remember, I never did hate any of your interest but is it necessary to hate mine when it comes to this? Yknow you shouldn't even use harsh words on it eventhough I'm the only one yang macamni among us. Why didn't just respect like I did. I never make fun of your bias. So why should mess up with mine?

Belieber, Directioners, Metal bands' ke pe ke- 

Like one of a boy in my classmate kata "eleh macam dia kenal kau" okay lemme ask you the same, you make a fake relationship with an artist, You even created her facebook account. My turn to ask you, dia kenal kau ke? Why bug in into my life?

 I didn't say a word for you about that. There would be some moment when all of you sometimes criticize on other classmate who fangirling about korean things, by that time you guys will turn up to me

"eh kawan kita pun ada yang macam tu lah"

I  feel so irritated. Duhh just stop and let me do whatever I wanted to be and like whatever I wanted to like. Its not that I'm going to bother your ass anyway. I just feel wanna speak it out. Takdelah aku tegar mana but this is all about rudeness upon your words kot.

Btw, masa nak berkumpul dekat sekolah dah naik sampai 7.10, dulu masa batch abang aku masuk 7.30 lepastu 7.25 lepastu 7.20 and now 7.10 kena ada dah kat sekolah? 

Dude, just make it lepas subuh pun boleh.